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I just made a new journal. Username: Ali9485, add me please!
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[05 Mar 2008|09:57pm] |
i go back and forth from being incredibly excited to dreading it.
DISNEY tomorrow!
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[28 Oct 2007|11:34pm] |
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confusionnnnn
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[23 Sep 2007|08:45am] |
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i realized i never talked about school yet. i kind of hated it on the first day, but i think that its gotten better. i cant believe that its like still september? aghhh i havent started anything at all to do with colleges so i might be screwed but w/e. ok i just realized i didnt really feel like posting lmao so byeee
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[19 Aug 2007|02:10pm] |
lalallaaa where did summer goooo?? now all thats left is summer hw, and summer tennis practices. (which by the way, im so excited for.. tennis season is by far my favorite time of year)
i was not content with this summer. how was it for you guys? good? bad? fun?
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[08 Aug 2007|04:44pm] |
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AHHHHH i passed my road test! yeaaa baby :) :) :)
the only thing she said i didnt wrong was that i didnt look on my 3 pt turn or something but w/eeee hahhahh im in an awesome moood :D
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[07 Aug 2007|12:27am] |
i think i'm slightly in love with matt ryzuk. lmaoo.
chris brosnan is history.
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[27 Jul 2007|02:40pm] |
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im working too much and theres not much i can do about it. :/. im also really sick.. whenever i eat anythign my stomach feels horrible and all i want to do is lie down for hours after i eat.. so now i avoid eatting anything and just sleep all the time. idk whats wrong with me. mentally i had a rough few days too, alot of thinking.. had to do with my drivers ed teacher bonnie.. shes just one of those people that impact your life.
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[23 Jul 2007|03:46pm] |
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i have done nothing since i got home. ive sat in my computer chair for like 3 days now. wow lol. i have work in a bit so thats good to get me out of here. ive been in a good mood recently. and you know its bad when you're happily surprised that you're actually happy. im going to try to keep this mood going though. :)
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[21 Jul 2007|04:18pm] |
and this too! its only fair :P
Ask me 6 questions. Any six, no matter how personal, private or random, I have to answer them honestly.
Then in turn, you have to post this message in your own journal.
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[11 Jul 2007|11:01pm] |
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ok im leaving for ireland tomorrow at around 2ish.. i'll be back on that next saturday. im expecting alot of GOOOOOD journal entries for me to read by the time i get back soo.. :)
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[07 Jul 2007|01:03am] |
ive been in a weird mood lately and im not sure why. im not in the mood to talk to anybody anymore. its not like im sad or anything, lol its just weird. drivers ed and tcby is basically taking up my summer, but i dont mind so much because of what i just said. im actually pretty happy right now.. lol i cant explain it. last night someone named 'latisha owns' imed me and i ended up talking to her for like an hour and a half and spiilled my life story to her lmao. idk why. i might be getting pranked and if thats the case im a little screwed but i dont really care. hahah she was nice. and i believe her kinda. im not going to talk to her anymore though, just because it is really weird and i have no way of knowing who this person is.
i leave for ireland on thurday!
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[18 May 2007|09:16pm] |
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junior prom is tomorrow.
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[18 Apr 2007|08:18pm] |
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i never actually re-read what i write. i just re-read a couple of entries and i am extremely embarrassed. i dont think im going to post anymore
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[07 Apr 2007|11:37am] |
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hmm okay so my spring break was pretty good, it was way better in the beginning than it ended up being towards the end.. last thursday i hung out with britt sara katie and lauren all day to celebrate britt's bday the week before, and then we slept over britt's house after. saturday i went out to dinner to outback with sara britt chuckie joe eric and adam, which was pretty fun. we went back to joe's house after. sunday we went to my aunt jill's for dinner. it was april fools so she had a backwards party lmaoo it was funny we had dessert first, dinner second, etc.
SPEAKING OF APRIL FOOLS: lmaooo im pretty sure i told everyone that either my sister was pregnant/my mom was pregnant/or that the people they liked got bfs/gfs. hahahah i pretty much only fooled 3 people. my mom, mary ellen, and britt. my mom's really messy, so that morning i went down and i was like '..mom i cleaned my room this morning' lmao she got so excited and iwas like APRIL FOOOOOLS. then i texted mary ellen and i was like 'omg mel i think im pregnant' (i texted katie too but she didnt believe me) and mel texted back 'WHAT? are you joking?' and then i sent 'APRIL FOOLS' and she was like 'omg thats not funnny' and then 'okay maybe a little funny' hahahaha it was great. but pretty mcuh everyone i got online didnt believe me lmao.
monday night i got called to go down port but i have like no money so i declined, but then i et up with them at Chuckie's house after. That was okay it was kind of too many people there, you know? Wednesday was my mom's birthday so it was more of a family type day, played cards with lyndsay and then opened presents and went to the cheesecake factory and then bowling with my family and my sister's boyfriends, eric and andrew. .. (i got a 95 at bowling) i've been watching katie's fish Wish all week cause she's on vacation.
OMG I FORGOT TO MENTIONNNNNNN: I went to Blockbuster's with my sister sometime during that time.. and i ran into AARONNNNNNN lmao the love of my life from tennis two summers agoooo. We were paired up as doubles partners on the last day and i fell in love with him but it was the last day so I never saw him again, for some reason he didn't do the tennis thing the next summer. BUT THEN. so i'm walking in the parking lot and I see the back of his head. lmao and in my head im thinking 'IS THAT HIM' lmao but i'll NEVER forget that back of a head anywhere... so i knew it was him lmao. and then so i walk into the store and i look around for him and i see him but he doesnt see me and it confirms that that was him. Then i basically just followed katie because she was walking down the new releases like RIGHT to where aaron was. so i just acted like i was following her, and she kept going right past him, but i stopped to look at the departed lmao (i just picked a random movie that was kind of far away from aaron) and i'm still pretending that i haven't seen him. and in the corner of my eye........ BAM he walks toward me and stops. so i look up, and i'm all 'heeeeyy!' like people do when they havent seen someone for a long time. and we actaully TALKED To each other lmaooo about how his tennis season is going or w/e he asked how mine went and what grade i was in now. lmaooo i shouldve gotten his number, but i did not. my sister was just like standing there like 'ali who's this...?' lamo but then after we left the store i explained to her that that was the love of my life and to cut me some slack hahah. after we left blockbusters me and katie went to subway because she had to show me the skeevy-type employee who works there that like freaks her out and hits on her. hahaha he was genuinely weird, we walked in and he like walked over to us behind the counter and just like stood there leaning against the counter looking at her, and he like didnt try to take her order.. she was like 'are you gonna take me order..?' and he goes 'nope' and then eventually when he did take her order he would like 'playfully flirt' by like saying 'swiss cheese?' if my sister ordered american. im not really sure why i'm going into it, but i thought it was a funny experience and i thought i would share.. hahh
but aaannnyyywayyyy.... i've pretty mcuh just watched a billion movies this vacation..: John Tucker Must Die, Rocky 6, Me You and Dupree, The robin williams president one, Brokeback Mountain (the beginning and end), A lot like love, Little Miss Sunshine, and the Pursuit of Happyness. lmaooo umm i still have casablanca and Late to Launch? or something with Sarah Jessica Parker to watch today... lmaoo
and that was spring break. tomorrow's easter and my whole family will come to my house for an easter egg hunt in my backyard and for dinner.
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[16 Mar 2007|03:15pm] |
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you probably won't remember, half the things that i'll never forget
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[28 Feb 2007|05:40pm] |
lmao hmmm here are some stupid love quotes that are not even worth reading. i couldnt think of anything else to say, because its been too long to catch up on, and theres nothing interesting going on in my life anyway.
Sometimes, no matter how long or hard you've loved someone, they'll never love you back. And sometimes, you have to be ok with that
They say when you get to heaven that you meet up with the one you love…well, what happens if the one you love is with the one they love?
Promise me that's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you will always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to live knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you
And I dont understand by the way you look at me, why we can't be together
I love you, do you love me? I love you and not in a friendly way,
although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced attraction
puppy dog way although I'm sure that's what you call it. I love you,
very simply, very truly. You're the epitome of everything I've ever
looked for in another human being and I know you think of me as just
a friend and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option
you'd ever consider. But I had to say it, I just can't take this
anymore, I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you, I
can't look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read
about in trashy romance novels, I can't talk to you without wanting to
express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably
like queer our friendship, but I had to say it cause I've never felt
this way before and I don't care, I like who I am because of it. And
if bringing this out tonight means that we can't hang out anymore
then that hurts me but God I couldn't allow another day without
getting it out there regardless of the outcome, which by the look on
your face, is to be the inevitable shoot down and you know I'll accept
that but I know, I know that some part of you is hesitating for a
moment and if there is a moment of hesitation then that means you
feel something too and all I ask is that you please not dismiss that
and try to dwell on it for just 10 seconds. There isn't another soul
on this whole planet who has made me half of the person I am when I'm
with you. And I'd risk this friendship for a chance to take it to the
next plateau because it's there between you and me you can't deny
that. Even if we never talk again after tonight please know that I am
forever changed because of who you're and what you've meant to me.
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[28 Feb 2007|05:35pm] |
1. Where were you when it turned 2007?
Katie's house!
2. How did you get the idea for your MySpace name?
It's just my name
3. What song are you listening to right now?
nothing but I can hear my sister's tv
5. Do you click on pop-ups?
nope
6. Do you own an iPod?
no lmao i don't even know how to work one either
7. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
my arm was like dead so I had to keep swinging it around to wake it up lmao. I guess I thought about that
8. What does your mom do for a living?
dr. becker, phd bitchhh hahaha shes a professer
9. What will you do tonight?
hmm hw, and go online until I go to bed
10. Whats your favorite memory from last weekend?
chuckie's bday
11. What are the last two digits of your phone number?
29
12. What was the last thing you ate?
lmao cupcakes that I baked before
13. What was last thing you drank?
water
14. What was the last movie you watched?
sky high lmaooo best movie ever.
15. What do you dislike at the moment?
I'm pretty good now
16. What food do you crave right now?
nothing really
17. What did you dream last night?
lmao. I dreamt that I was at a party and my friend promised to drive me home, but then he said he couldn't because It was too icy, and I was stranded at the party. Lmao idk why
18. What was the last TV show you watched?
seinfeld
19. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
something somebody gave me onceee J
20. Name someone on your Top Friends who is just like you:
i don't think anyones just like me
22. Who last text messaged you?
Katie
23. Are you on any medication?
no lol
24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I have a small bed, so I don't really get to choose, but the middle I guess
25. What color shirt are you wearing?
purple
26. What is your favorite frozen treat?
lmao. Soft serve vanilla/chocolate in a cone with rainbow sprinkles. Ive gotten it every time I went out to get ice cream as long as I can remember hahah
27. How many piercings do you have?
4 but I don't ever wear them
28. What's your favorite store?
idk
29. Are you thirsty right now?
nope
30. Who's someone you haven't seen in a while and miss?
Caroline.
31. What did you do last night?
not a whole lot, watched 24, went online
32. Do you care what people think about you?
yes
33. Have you ever done something to make trouble?
uhhh lmao
35. What are your font colors on AIM?
black or some form of blue, or that tealish color
36. Where do you live?
ms
37. Are you aggressive?
no
38. Mobile Phone Network?
verizon
39. Do you like the person who posted this last?
aw yeah, rachel's awesome. I just miss her cause I haven't seen her in forever
40. Do you know their birthday?
ahhhhh umm marchhhhhh 17th or 18th.. 17th I think.
41. What is the thing that you would most like to change about yourself?
better hearing, I always have to say "what? what?"
43. What do you smell like right now?
something delicious lmao idk
44. What are your favorite colors?
red, orange, then green
45. Do you like mustard?
nooo
46. What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
lmao hard can be a good thing.
47. Would you ever sky-dive?
nope prob not..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O />
49. Have you ever bid for something on eBay?
no, I've sold stuff though
50. What do you think of Angelina Jolie being pregnant?
idc
51. Do you enjoy giving hugs?
sometimes I really do, and sometimes I do not
53. Do you own a digital camera?
yea but like its broken and has a black like object in the screen where you view the pictures and stuff lmao. Sooo ..
54. What celebrities have you been compared to?
none
55. Who is your favorite Star Wars character?
ive never seen star wars hahahah
56. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but don't?
doesn't annoy me too bad.
57. Are you a jealous person?
oh yes
59. Do you ever feel guilty after eating meat?
no
60. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name be?
I think it was supposed to be matthew or something
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[13 Oct 2006|11:34pm] |
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In twenty years, you wont remember what someone did, or the funny thing that they said, but you will remember how they made you feel.
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[01 Aug 2006|11:05am] |
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If I die.. I love you all!
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